Takder Hadiah Untuk Aku ke? Uhuks..sob sob sob
Kenangan itu kadangkala teramat pahit untuk diredah, tetapi ia terlalu manis untuk dikenang. Hidup tak selalunya indah tapi yang indah itu tetap hidup dalam kenangan.Andainya hadirnya cinta sekadar untuk mengecewakan, lebih baik cinta itu tak pernah hadir.Kecewa bercinta bukan bermakna dunia sudah berakhir.Masa depan yang cerah berdasarkan pada masa lalu yang telah dilupakan.Hidup ini indah jika kita tahu menghargainya... Tapi ia amat menyakitkan andai kita melaluinya sambil lewa...
Monday, December 31, 2007
Greeting
Takder Hadiah Untuk Aku ke? Uhuks..sob sob sob
Goodbye...
Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. Our. Life. Wonderful.
Happy 57th Birthday Daddy
Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. Our. Life. Wonderful.
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Annual Dinner 2007
Door Gift... Mekaseh Kak Sal
Saturday, December 29, 2007
Skolah Nak Bukak!
Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. Our. Life. Wonderful.
Friday, December 28, 2007
Masa Sekolah
Masa Kecik
I Miss Them
'sis..kawen fast² pls. after u kawen..i want to kawen. Cha (Felicia) is going to finish her study liao.'
Gatainye la adik aku nih kan. Mak aku marah biler dier tanya aku soklan gitu. And satu point gak la utk mak aku... supaya dier tgk aku settle down.
'U hv to settle down. Dun u pity with ur 2 brothers? They told me..they want to see u happy... '
Haishhhhh..aku plak yg jadi penin. Aku cukup tension biler pemeli aku bukak bab story gini.
I really miss them so much... i miss Greg & Cha... dierorang la sker bawak aku jejalan.. merayau tak tentu hala memalam sampai ke pagi. (Alasan dierorang nak dating sampai pagi gak lar.. bawak aku kuar...pandai kan adik aku kan) hahahahahaha...
Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. Our. Life. Wonderful.
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
My New Toys
*AFS DX 18-55mm F3.5-5.6G ED 2BK Lens
*Nikon 2GB SD Card
*Tripod N-16
*D-SLR Bag (Nikon 90th Annivesary)
Hihikhikhik~ Satu petang aku dok godek toys baru sampai lar tadi. Lom pandai..tp aku akan rajin utk memandaikan diri aku. Syioknye! Ingatkan aku dah tak dpt dah...tp siyes..aku berusaha gak utk dapatkan ngan rega yg aku mampu la. Lusa aku dah nak balek kpg. Aku akan tangkap gambo2 yg cantek ok utk tatapan sumer! Oye Oye..Oye..Oye..Yahoo! Hep Hep Horray!
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Hurt
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face ,
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Monday, December 17, 2007
!@#$%^&*()_+
seperti kata Abg Botaq...
"ada mende yg kiter nak sgt...tp kiter tak dapat... tp mende yg kiter taknak..akan kiter dapat..."
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... nak nanges~~~~~~
NAK JUGE NAK JUGE NAK JUGE!!!!!!
Lusa aku akan ronda.... nak try dapatkan juge!!!!!!! Wahai kekawan..doakan aku berjaya~ uhuks
Thursday, December 13, 2007
How Bad Is Your Temper According To Your Horoscope?
If anyone has total control over their emotions, it is you. But then, you can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. You are known to lack spontaneity but you really don’t care about opinions. You don’t like to create scenes and will never accept invitations to a party where you suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But your very presence seems challenging to some and they take vicarious pleasure in your disquiet. When angry you can use critical language. A dressing down can humiliate your opponent, causing a strain between both of you forever.
Cam betol je kan? Miakakakaka..."When angry you can use critical language" <<
CAPRICORN DECEMBER 21 – JANUARY 19
Few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person like you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project a hard exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully hide from others. You can see thing with anger but will not betray your feelings. But then, there are times that even you cannot control your temper. Under such circumstances you can shout and scream, more with frustration at the situation than with anger at any particular person. Your outbursts can shock others and can make them feel guilty too.
AQUARIUS JANUARY 20 – FEBRUARY 18
You are noble and kind and dislike losing control over your emotions. It is very rare for you to get angry. You are also the pacifier in situations that involve arguments. It is always your endeavor to be perfect and socially correct in your behavior and attitude, but if misunderstood and slighted you can give in to an angry outburst. You will shout and scream and then walk out from the scene. You cannot easily forget the situation and will be bitter about it for a long time.
PISCES FEBRUARY 19 – MARCH 20
The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others’ feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. SO nobody can be upset with you for too long.
You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, people don’t know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you’ve made in the past. You also have the potential to be terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.
You are recognized by your cheerful disposition and your jovial nature is easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the best person to have around when there is an ugly scene at a party you can bring the warring factions together quite diplomatically. But when you lose cool, you yell and scream and will not listen to reason. You must have the last word in a wordy duel. Your capacity to argue aggressively is matched only by your seductive charm.
CANCER JUNE 21 – JULY 21
Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.
LIBRA SEPTEMBER 22 – OCTOBER 22
Did someone say that you are the charmers of the zodiac? Well, it’s true. Few have ever seen you ruffled or angry. You are very conscious of your image, and you believe that anger distorts your face and personality. You also think you are above things like anger. But wait before you get into self-congratulatory mood. Your family or those very close to you know you better. You have an unmatched temper amongst all the zodiac signs, and what makes it worse is your capacity to justify it.
SCORPIO OCTOBER 23 – NOVEMBER 21
Of course you don’t lose your cool. But your very demeanour (manner) projects haughtiness (arrogance, pride), pride and grand disdain (disregard) for lesser mortals (human). Others are often found saying that anger sits on your nose and you are raring to give your piece mind to the first person that try to be funny with you. You are selective in the choice of your friends, and have a low tolerance for the superfluous (extra) types. Your tongue-lashing (attack) is generally in a soft hissing tone for when you scream, your voice tends to get shrill and loud and you do hate drawing attention to yourself! When upset, you are angrier with yourself for having shown weakness, for the last thing that Scorpio wants to show is being out of control.
SAGITTARIUS NOVEMBER 22 – DECEMBER 20
You are insensible and generally have no complete control over your emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger levels even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry and you will remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Then you will reason with your opponent and convince the other person in a very gentle manner that the whole thing was just his mistake. You’re also likely to totally sever ties with someone when you’re upset with them.
p/s: Credit to C|eo... aku copy nih dari blog dier....
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
My X-Mas Present
Now I Present To You... My Future Baby... Murah je.... sbb lom mampu nak pakai lg mahal or lg advance.... Coming La...lom ader dalam tangan...beli ngan duit sendiri...nak tgu orang hadiahkan.. melampau sgt mintak hadiah memahal nih kan??? So..aku kumpul duit dari awal tahun aritu..sket² sampai aku rasa cukup la utk membeli toys aku nih...sbb tuh la sampai camera kecik aku kena ikat ngan getah pun aku wat bodo je biar tak berganti... dari mgu lepas aku booking...tak dapat² lagi..lama tol nak menunggu ader stok ngan rega yg agak murah ini.... sesilap aku tak jadi beli...adeh..seksa sungguh nak menunggu... utk kekawan yg sudi menjadi model nanti...sila la kontek saya ek..tp hanya untuk gambo bogel saja..miakakaka
Thursday, December 06, 2007
X-mas Shopping 1
Jingle bell..jingle bell...jingle all the way... (rabak poket aku biler tiba X-mas nie..)
Dah ader roper SANTARINA tak? Aku tau..adek² aku tunggu apa yg aku beli utk dierorang tahun nih!
*ader rezeki lebey...aku shopping lg... (ader bonus tak tahun nih? aper lar kerajaan nih..)
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Braper?
- Conduct research.
- Brainstorm for ideas.
- Participate in lesson mapping, brainstorming, and analysis sessions.
- Recommend books and other forms of reference.
- Provide advice on ways to present content (multimedia and interactive activities).
- Coordinate work with the other SMEs and IDs.
- Review scripts and verify the accuracy of lesson content.
- Write storyboards with full graphics/animation/ simulation/ sfx description buttons.
- Prepare photo shoot and movie shoot lists and prepare anything that will help frame construction.
- Prepare riders – Teaching Plan, Lesson Synopsis, Activity Sheet, Answer Sheet and Glossary list. (if required by BTP- Bahagian Teknologi Pendidikan)
- Amend storyboards and riders according to requirements.
- Visualise the storyboards and riders.
- Review graphics work as they are being constructed.
- Conduct a language check on the storyboards and riders.
- Edit lessons for appropriate language use and accuracy.
- Make suggestions to improve any part concerning language in the storyboard
- Test lessons thoroughly.
- And other related work required by BTP (this can only be informed after a formal meeting with the BTP).
Sunday, December 02, 2007
Inter Channels Futsal 2007
Cam nak pengsan pun ader...
Thnx To My HP- Hankypanky Players... Hp Uno & HP Duo...
And Many Thnx To My Abg BOTAQ krn membawak rakan² Beliau untuk beraksi..
Tahun Depan Kiter Cuba Lagi...Oye Oye~!
Laporan Selanjutnye...bole dibaca melalui blog Abg BoTaQ
http://kuchalana.blogspot.com
Segala Kekurangan & Kesilapan Akan Diperbaiki.. Akan ku sampaikan ke pihak penganjur semalam... We Learn From The Mistakes...
Saturday, December 01, 2007
Let's Go To The Zoo
Pagi tadi aku pi melawat zoo @ kebun binatang bersama misha & pemeli serta adam, aida & baba mereka. Syiok…penat… lenguh! Panasnye la cuaca, terasa bahang menusuk ke dalam kulit. Lama sungguh aku tak datang melawat kekawan yg bermuka binatang nie…last sekali aku datang 10thn yg lepas. Huh..lama siot! Nie la gambo² kekanak riang di zoo! Gambo aku takder pun..uhuks.. sob sob sob..
Friday, November 30, 2007
Aku & Prison Break
Ini plak gambo adek beradek dalam siri ini.. Michael Scofield &
Dan di bawah plak.. clip Mariah Carey Bersama Wenworth Miller @ Michael Scofield…aku tujukan khas kepada abg botak ku yg tersayang… :)
We Belong Together…..?
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Wanita Yg Pelbagai
Aries(21 Mac-20 April), Leo(24 Julai-23 Ogos) &Sagittarius( 23 November-21 Disember).
*Dilahirkan sebagai pemimpin
*Mempunyai kekuatan diri dan biasanya enggan menerima pendapat orang lain walaupun ianya benar.
*Seorang yang artistik dan sukar dijangka,tetapi biasanya romantis dan tidak pemalu.
*Mempunyai personaliti suka menguasai dan mendominasi tetapi boleh mengimbangi sifat-sifat ini dengan sikap yang pemurah,mesra dan menunjukkan sifat yang mendalam terhadap sesuatu yang disukainya.
*Suka berterus terang dan tidak berselindung menyebabkan orang yang dikasihi mersa sedih dan terhiris.
*Jujur dan mahu hubungan peribadi berjalan dengan lancar.Wanita api harus diberikan ruang yang cukup luas untuk menjadikan perhubungan itu terus berkesan.
*Tidak keberatan untuk beralih arah jika berasa tertekan.
WANITA TANAH
Taurus(21 April-20Mei) , Virgo(24Ogos- 23 September) & Capricon(22 Disember-20 Januari).
*Seorang yang boleh dijangka,berwibawa dan praktikal.
*Penyabar dan bertolak ansur,mempunyai kehendak dalaman dari segi emosi dan material.
*Semangat produktif dan gigih yang disertai dengan siksp berhati-hati menjadikan wanita tanah berkemampuan mencapai kejayaan dalam perniagaan.
*Kebijaksanaan dan kepintaran yang diperolehi sering tersembunyi oleh air muka semulajadi yang pendiam dan tenang.
*Sifat marah yang terkawal serta keperluan untuk keteguhan dan kawalan sering terbawa-bawa dalam perhubungan yang amat konservatif, serius dan sederhana.
Gemini(22 Mei-21 Jun), Libra(24 September-23 Oktober) & Aquarius(21 Januari-19 Februari).
*Berterus terang,berminda aktif dan gemar mencari kepelbagaian dalam setiap aspek kehidupan.
*Berfikiran terbuka,mempunyai daya imaginasi dan inovatif,bagi mereka segalanya boleh dicapai.
*Bergaya,tenang dan tidak cerewet serta mempunyai keinginan semulajadi untuk mengamalkan sikap diplomasi dan saling bekerjasama bersungguh-sungguh.
*Sanggup mengorbankan kehendak atau idea mereka sendiri demi mencapai keharmonian dan mengelakkan perselisihan atau konflik.
*sentiasa gigih untuk mendapatkan cinta yang terunggul,untuk berkonfrantasi.
*Kurang cenderung untuk menyampaikan perasaan sebenar yang terpendam dalam hati mereka.
*Dikenali dan diingati kerana sifat romantis dan manja.
WANITA AIR
Cancer(22 Jun-23 Julai), Scorpio(24 Oktober-22 November) & Pisces(20 Februari-20 Mac).
*Mempunyai sifat semulajadi untuk berkembang maju.
*Mereka ini dipandu oleh perasaan hati dan mempunyai sifat mudah bersimpati,berdaya imaginatif,sentimen tal,mempunyai perasaan yang berubah-ubah dan berhati-hati.
*Tenang dan mudah tersentuh oleh emosi orang-orang yang berada disekeliling dan cepat mengeluarkan air mata dalam sebarang situasi yang menyedihkan.
*Mudah mengikut rentak emosi orang lain dan juga diri sendiri.
Pilu
Adakalanya Kita Perlu Menangis Agar Kita Tahu Bahawa Hidup Ini Bukan Sekadar Untuk Ketawa Dan Adakalanya Kita Perlu Ketawa Agar Kita Tahu Menilai Mahalnya Setitis Air Mata.
Monday, November 19, 2007
Updating
Monday, November 05, 2007
Feeling
Feeling = is the gift of concern for the person, of tenderness of compassion and of relationship.
Thinking = is the gift on concern of objects, truth cold facts and products, a concern for that which may be impersonal.
Each of us has the God given capacity to ‘feel’ and ‘think’- mysterious gifts showered upon us without we asking for it. Many of us have neglected ‘feeling’ so much and for so long that we don’t know what to do when its cries out for attention. Therefore, many of us suffer because our emotion inner selves remain hidden, unexpressed, repressed or suppressed. Feeling is like little seedling to be nurtured, they will grow if we use them responsibly; if not, they will become stunted.
Most of us often respect the thinking ability of a person and we have often ignored the feeling ability of that person. Thus, we care little for committed friendly relationship. Relationships are often are used to get power, pleasure, prestige, comfort or money. Not many people accept people, listen and talk to them just for themselves. ‘Feeling’ has been universally misunderstood, especially by men and rarely assessed positively by both men and women, at some time in life, misuse by all when it finds its uncontrolled release from within their souls. Those with more of ‘feeling’ function speak in more round about ways and reflexly make decisions with the heart more than the head. Generally, as men or women, let us accept ‘feeling’, using it together with the ‘thinking’ to edify others, controlling it so that we do not allow our feeling capacity to become a weakness that may lead to sin.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Aku? BZ?
BZnye aku...
Dari semalam aku ke One Utama tetiap pagi.. sampai lar besok.. kena bersesak naek putra ...fuhh. seb baek pepagi orang masih wangi lg.... kalo pepetang kena sesak camtuh..aku rasa aku kuar dari putra tuh je konpom aku muntah... sian aku yg beridong sensitip ini..tujuan aku gi One Utama nie... cam biasa la kan..bawak anak² ke U-Bowl.. memboling je..dari kol 10 pagi sampai la kol 1tghari.. fuh.. sian anak² aku.. sampai lembek tangan dierorang.. aku gelak je tgk gelagat dierorang yg begitu semangat nak memperbaiki cara balingan dan berharap pins tuh sumer jatuh dapat strike..paling busuk dapat spare la...aku nie kejap²nye ilang..melayan perasaan ..carik port utk 'membunuh diri'
Mgu lepas aku bole tahan bz , pulun mark kertas peksa... arghh..aku kena abeskan sbb aku tau aku kena kuar kawasan... taknak aku bawak keje aku tuh ke tmpt yg besh cam One Utama nie.. tak syiok tol dok seret kertas peksa nie cam orang laen...time bersuka ria..bebetolnye aku bersuka ria walaupun takat duduk menganga...jalan² cuci mata..and.. tghari semalam.. aku bertembung ngan mamat laser dalam tv... Adlin Aman Ramli kat pintu blakang U-Bowl.. yg perasan memula mamat tuh adalah anak² aku.. miakaka..bole tahan gak anak² aku nie.. rajin tgk tv...
Tghari td masa dalam tren putra..aku mendengar luahan hati salah sorang anak aku nie.. luper laks nak bgtau..bukan anak² kandung yg kuar dari perot aku.. tp anak² orang laen yg aku pangey anak² murid..dier menceritakan tentang kakak kesayangannye..anak murid aku nie baru berumur 11tahun..tp dier begitu risau ngan perangai kakaknye yg berumur 17tahun.. dier citer abes aper yg akak dier nie dah buat yg melukakan hati kecilnye... dier ingin menasihati akaknye..tp dier sedar...saper la dier... dier hanya sorang adik yg masih mentah..tp dier sedar aper yg akak dier buat tuh sumer salah dan tak elok... kesian juge aku lihat dier biler dier kata dier tak sanggup nak melihat ibunye kecewa kalo ibunya tau aper yg akaknye dah buat.. sob sob sob... dier tanya pendapat aku... aku jawab aper yg patut... at last..dier angguk palernye yg serabut...dah lar rambut serabut..lg bertambah serabut aku tgk dier..
Takat tuh je ar aku bole nak citer.. byk citer sebenarnye..tp aku takbole nak citer.. kiranye personal la woiii.. miakakakakaka...
Nie ader satu lagu... aku kasik kat sumer orang... sian aku nie la ... asyik mimpi²..mimpi ngeri..tido tak lena.. mandi basah la..pasal aku sker mandi air panas.. makan tak kenyang? kenyang gak kekadang... cumer ader masa aku ilang selera cam tadi.. aku takat makan kueh je yg aku beli dari pasar malam pandan jaya..tuh aku baru makan seketol..ader lg 3 ketol aku nak pulun nie jap lg sambil menonton.. oye oye oye....
When I need you
I just close my eyes and I’m with you
And all that I so want to give you
It’s only a heart beat away
/me pusing... gegoyang montot sambil jejelir lidah.. blwekk blwekk blwekk
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Love Is In The Air
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Monday, October 15, 2007
Gondola-Akhirnya
Udah Babanye tak kasik beli senapang buble kalo nak naek gondola. Arghh.. jgn lar wat budak nie memekak kat khalayak ramai.Seb baek Baba dier paham signal aku biler aku nak belikan senapang buble tuh. Bukan aku nak manjakan budak nie..tp aku bingit lar kalo dak memekak. Jgn wat budak nanges tgh jalan.. tak baek..menganggu ketenteraman awam tau, BABA! Macam toilet awam tuh...Ya Tuhan.. naper lar DBKL nie dekut tol. Ader ker toilet baru 2..satu utk lelaki satu utk pompuan? Dah kena beratur panjang...dibuatnye aku yg nak terkucil..mao tak terkucil kat depan pintu toilet tuh! DBKL.. do something abt it!
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Mlm Ke-2 Raya
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Mlm Raya & Blogger
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Duit Raya
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Friends
Listening to this song for years... 1 of my fav. song & my ex bf too.. thou he is a Malay and hardly understand Mandarin.. he was trying his best to get into what i am into.. listening to chinese songs & eating 'halal' chinese food.. hard to find wor BF camtuh...(maner nak carik laki camtuh lg ek?)
Thursday, October 04, 2007
Parcel & Makan
Yg nie aper ntah mimpi, pegi berbuka puasa beramai-ramai. Aku tukang serve....alasan aku pompuan. Woi.. nak makan cedok sendiri lar... nie nak manja² laks ngan aku.. ngader betol lar.. anyway... mekaseh kpd Azrul kerana mengajak kami yg bujang yg tak braper bujang nie gi makan². Kenyang tak hengat mlm nie. Hihihi..walaupun gigi aku sakit.. aku tetap makan gumbiranye..