New Life- New Hope (BITCHY)

<----- The 'BITCHY' Look I Have. Muka Jalang Ek???

Biler aku bangun pagi tadi, leganye pas tido sepanjang malam. At last, aku luperkan sumer yg telah berlaku pada diri aku beberapa hari yang lepas. Penatnye keje. Arini aku cuti, lepak² kat irc, dj jap. Selepas beberapa hari aku menyepikan diri, dan memikirkan balik apa yg telah aku lakukan selama ini, mungkin cara aku, percakapan aku orang merasakan aku ini jalang. Adakah aku jalang? Mungkin..ikot persepsi memasing. Secara perlahan aku akan mengundurkan diri dari segala apa yg telah aku buat skrang, melepaskan segala-galanye seperti mana aku lepaskan beberapa orang yg amat aku sayang selama ni, bebarang kesayangan aku juga aku akan lepaskan, cuma mungkin tgk dari jauh. Aku termenong sejenak semalaman bertemankan 'papa', betol la kata 'papa', pegi la 'drink & flirt' around while i can. Flirting around sounds cool. Right 'papa'? Would U flirt with me 'papa'? Kehkehkehkeh~! PaPa..... I Miss You. Jgn gi lunch meeting lelama sangat. Karang malam i nak tido awal. Can't have long chat with you. And I'm very sorry abt last nite. I tetido.

Kembali pada keadaan asal diri ku, ari² main counter strike. Mana la mangkuk hayun nie, ari tuh dah mati kena tembak. Syiok gak main game tuh.Kekadang balik skolah, aku sanggup singgah kat cc, sbb nak main reramai. Bengos nye, pantang arini cuti, ko sms aku seawal pagi, nak gi main counter strike kat low yatt, ko giler per, pepagi buta gi main games. Menyesal aku bawak ko pi main games arituh. Petang sat lar kiter pi main. Aku bawak ko pi lowyatt beli printer jer, bukan suruh ko giler teros ngan games tuh. Muekekekeke...tapi syiok ek...kekawan main games dalam cc. Penat gak ajar ko masok blog aku nie. Ko kat umah pakai dial up jer, baca la slow². Laptop tuh jaga elok, kang meletop laptop tuh kang, ko tibai main games. Snippers ko dah main lom?? Aritu kan byk cd games kiter beli, ko load jer byk yg patut, jgn load sumer, kang sumer data ilang. Ko jgn sepak aku kat tmpt keje karang, aku kutuk ko dalam blog aku nie. Weh, ko baca tak nie??

To 'papa' , thanx for ur advices. I got to change my lifestyle. I will and I am changing now. When i got up this morning and i read ur msg... touched my heart...muekekekek...but wait.... u dun get me wrong.... u r still my 'papa' and manager yang poyo...

"When u wake up n if u see this msg
I want u 2 know that even though we will never meet each other
your well being is a concern of mine
stay strong, stay safe
'Papa' gonna sleep now. u take care."

Kiter tak penah jumper ek 'papa'? Kehkehkehkeh~! But you know me well, we had met a long time ago. Just wanna let u know, that u r my current inspiration. Thanx For Being There Whenever I Need You. At least, I know someone out there do still care about me. A song was dedicated to you just now...specially from me
98 degrees & Mariah ft. Joe - Thank God I Found You

Thank God I Found You. 'Papa'... biler nak kuar sesama?? Or it is just a dream??? Ye la...poyo...sengal.... maner nak kuar ngan I ek?? Tak jumper pun takper, as long as u r here for me. 'Papa'... am i bitchy?? Some of my friends, kata i nie bitchy. I think i got nothing to hide, which is personal, i think it gonna be P&C, but then, they said, I takot rahsia i pecah. You know me long time ago, where you did see me that i really looked like a bitch, aren't u? Come on, I kaki clubbers, mmg i bitchy ek. Sampai dunia luar nie, sampai ke dunia virtual, am I still a BITCH?? Hereby, i would announce myself as BITCH. To all my readers, LOOK here. Think whatever you think about me. Go ahead. I AM A BITCH. Fair enuff?? I hang around with many guys, went out together and flirted. I dun give a damn anyway, coz, I dun belong to anyone but to my parents still, I am theirs.
New Life- New Hope..... Life must goes on. Being here all by myself. Be strong yeah Reen. Stay Safe..yeah...I will. I had lost part of my precious things. And I just let it go. Go with the wind. Let it flows. My new Hope- I wanna be Rich , Famous... & of course BITCHY.