Showing posts with label Merepek. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Merepek. Show all posts

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Love Don't Cost A Thing

Long long ago, I used to like J-Lo. I love all her songs. I love her butt oso. Hiks.. aku tgh mentenkan montot supaya jadi cam montot JLO...(berangan je.. kuat nar aku nie berangan). Biol Mereng sejak esaimen aku bertimbun... Mari layan lagu JLO plak la... jiwang berkaratz plak mlm nie sambil membuat esaimen (sempat lg wat entry).

FOREVER YOURS
Aku Punye Ring La .. akan menjadi kepunyaan ku selamanye.. Hiks

Love Don't Cost A Thing

Jeniffer Lopez
You think you gotta keep me iced
You know
You think I'm gonna spend your cash
I won't
Even if you were broke
My love don't cost a thing
Think I wanna drive your Benz
I don't
If I wanna floss I've got my own
Even if you were broke
My love don't cost a thing

When you rolled up in the Escalade
Saw the dub you gave to the valet
Knew that it was game when you looked at me
Pulling up your sleeve so I could see the Rolley bling
Saw you later in the corner booth
Raising up a toast so I would notice you
But your heart's a mess
Think you outta know
Doesn't matter if you're running out of control

All that matter's is
That you treat me right
Give me all the things I need
That money can't buy yeah

(Repeat 1)

When I took a chance
Thought you'd understand
Baby, credit cards aren't romance
So you're trying to buy what's already yours
What I need from is not available in stores
Seen a side of you that I really feel
Doing way too much, never keep it real
If it doesn't change, gotta hit the road
Now I'm leaving with my keys
I've got to go

(Repeat 2)

(Repeat 1)

A thing, a thing, a thing
Yeah, yeah, yeah
You think the money that you've made
Can substitute the time you take
Take the keys into my heart
Then you can win my heart, and get what's in my heart
I think you need to take some time
To show me that your love is true
There's more than dollar signs in you
Then you can win my heart, and get what's in my heart

(Repeat 1 till end)


Single But Not Available

*Entry ini hanya sebuah entry semata-mata.. merepek mood...
Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. My. Life. Wonderful.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

They Don't Really Care About Me


They Don't Really Care About Us by Michael Jackson

I have been to hell and back. There were many miserable & beautiful things had happened to me for the past few months, and I manage to overcome it by SHUTTING DOWN myself. I am not running away or hiding.. it was just that -I Am What I Am-I Am Reen, and I have been punished time after time for being myself.

There are issues & incidents that I will never reveal. I would rather leave certain issues unspoken. Some ppl might say many bad things abt me, do I care? I used to say 'As If I Care?'. But deep in my heart, from the bottom of my heart, I DO CARE. I kept every single word that ppl have said abt me, EVERY SINGLE WORD. Either they said it intentionally or unintentionally, those words hurt me alot. When I got these 'injuries', I rather keeping myself fully occupied for most of the times, washing clothes, cleaning the house, watching tv & dvd, playing games etc etc etc... I maybe look happy.... and I always seem to be happy... A Happy Go Lucky Gal...

The saddest things are, I have lost my trustworthy to certain ppl around me. It was just right abt this phrase - TRUST NO ONE. I have lost a few friends in my list that I called them as friends, -one of them passed away & the rest .. I don't know.. (u tell me... ). I just want LOYAL, TRUSTWORTHY AND NOT JUDGEMENTAL FRIENDS. Judgement is for the weak who really afraid of themselves, their misdoings therefore they attack others before they get the attacks.

Sad huh? Nay.... at times, I'm happy that losing certain ppl that called themselves as friends to me. I don't need 'the fair weather type' or 'holier than thou' kinda of ppl anymore. Loyalty compassion & supportive friends are rare, aren't they? If they are exist, I will keep them in my heart forever. And over my life, I have a few of them (not many, and not more than 5), as they love me, accept me for what & who I am. I treat others as I would like to be treated. I love them as how they love me, and I will love them wholeheartedly.
There is one happiness in life
TO LOVE AND BE LOVED


Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. My. Life. Wonderful.

Monday, May 04, 2009

Duniya Ku Sudah Terang

Speks Baru..Hiks

Tu ari aku ada buh entry pasal aku 'sudah buta'. Aku menjadi 'buta' gegara speks mata aku pecah laaaa... almost sbulan gak aku pakai speks lama yg sudah tercalar sket sbb aku takder masa nak gi kedai wat speks baru. Lgpun nak wat speks skrg bukan reganye seposen dua posen. Almost setengah ribu juge la kan..terpaksa lar aku membuat larian bajet kerana sepasang 'mata spare' ini. Cermin kaler PINK..itu yg aku sker. Frame cincai² sudah la, janji ringan.. wlpun cincai.. kopak juge poket aku... nak simpan duit utk wat laser plak la.. semak utak aku pakai speks nie.. tak pakai.. tak nampak plak..biler pakai cam rimo plak.. cam ahso pun ada... atoi!

Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. My. Life. Wonderful.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Roses Vs Najis

A Rose

Aku bersembang ngan seorang rakan smlm. Talked abt life. He asked me what do I think abt people around us (me & him). I answered him simple as it can be.

Kalo orang kasik aku bunga rose, aku terima ngan hati yg berbunga-bunga. Sudah tentunya tangan aku berbau wangi, dan si pemberi itu pun berbau wangi kerana memegang bunga ros. Memasing sker ngan bunga ros, sbb bunga ros mmg cantek dan wangi. Sweet je kan?

Tp, jika orang nak kasik aku 'taik', aku pakai baju 'kalis taik' (kalo ada), dan aku akan mengelak diberi/ dibaling 'taik' itu. Zasss.. zasss... zasss.. elak dan elak.. lompat.. lompat.. lompat.. jgn terkena itu 'taik'. Bagos kan kalo aku tak terkena itu 'taik'... aku tak berbau 'taik'.. tp orang yg memegang 'taik' itu..tangannye tetap berbau 'taik' wlpun 'balingan' dier tak terkena kat aku... tapi kalo lar 'taik' itu terkena kat aku, aisehman.. aku pun berbau 'taik', aku kena cepat² di mandi bunga.. bunga ros dan segala jenis bunga aku wat air mandian... pakai shower gel yg paling kuat bau wangi nye..supaya bole ilangkan bauan 'taik' itu...

Terkedu gak orang tuh dengo bila aku cakap camtu. Ekceli ayat itu, aku belajar dari orang laen. Aku malas ar nak letak gambo 'taik', kang ada plak yg termuntah. So... sekian sajer kesah utk mlm ini... sajer jer merepek...

Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. My. Life. Wonderful.

Monday, February 02, 2009

Aku Adalah Aku

Aku & Dia
My New Toys

Meet Uncle Hussain - Lagu Untukmu

Tiada bintang
Dapat menerangkan hati yang telah dicela
Bagai ku lumpuh tak mampu berdiri
Aku tetap begini takkan berubah kerna

Aku tetap aku dan alur hidup mu bukanlah aku
Guna hati akal dan fikiranku
Berbeza engkau dan juga aku
Dua hati yang tak mungkin bersatu
Adakah aku
Hanya boneka yang sering engkau mainkan

Yang dikawal oleh jari jarimu
Ku punya hati dan perasaan
Pernahkah engkau fikirkan
Cukup-cukuplah oh cukuplah
Guna hati akal dan fikiranmu
Berbeza engkau dan juga aku
Dua hati yang tak mungkin bersatu

Tak tahan tak tahan
Sabarku tak tertahan
Melayan sikapmu perawan

Berbeza berbeza
Kau dan aku berbeza
Kita memang tak serupa

Bebaskan
Ku ingin dilepaskan
Kita tidak sehaluan

Cukuplah sudahlah
Sampai disini sahaja
Hubungan kita berdua

Salah Satu Lagu Peberet Buat Masa Kini

Aritu aku mencarik sesuatu kat Lowyat. Lain yg dicari, lain plak mende yg aku jumper dulu. Aku penah ada mp3 player, tp dah jahanam. Mp3 yg utk aku dengo tika naek tren pegi & balik keje. 2 tahun aku takder mp3 player, mmg aku tingin nak beli, tp aku tak rasa terlalu penting utk aku memiliki sebuah mp3 player lg (aku sgt berkira, kedekut & berjimat.. ye ke?) Hahaha. Aku ekceli mengidam mp3 player dari jenama ZEN, aku penah tgk yg salah sorang kawan mempunyai mp3 player jenama itu, dan aku sker. Earphone dier pun superb, storage pun 8gb, bole buh beribu lagu. Tp memandangkan bajet aku yg agak ala² nyawa ikan, aku pun beli jer yg murah, aku percaya wlpun mende yg kiter pakai itu murah, dengan penjagaan & penggunaan yg baik, mende itu tetap bertahan lama (ayat² menyedapkan hati yg sgt kedekot). Aku dibodek oleh Amoi Skyblue, teros aku sambar 2. I love blue & pink, senak gak otak nak pikir mana satu yg harus aku pilih, last² aku ambek dedua, puas ati aku, takyah nak pikir bebanyak. Balik umah, teros godek itu mp3 player, buh lagu. Nie satu masalah plak biler aku bukak folder lagu. Lagu² aku ada dekat 20k nye koleksi. Uwarghhh... senak lg otak aku. Lagu apa aku nak buh dlm menatang yg hanya ada 2gb je nie. Pilih² lagu, yeah, paling senang... aku copy je lagu² yg aku penah burn-kan utk dier. Same songs, lagu utk dia & aku. Padahal lagu² tuh aku je yg dengo.. hahaha, manader orang laen dengo lagu Nightwish (lagu GOTHIC). Skrg, hobi aku, dengo mp3 yg sentiasa dibawa bersama. Masa gi keje aritu pun, kuar je dari bilik guru, aku teros sumbat earphone. Aku wat tatau je dgn keadaan sekeliling masa berjalan menuju ke opis utk punchcard. Kalo ada orang tegor aku pun, aku mmg tak dengo, sbb aku buh full volume (aku mmg kaki dengo lagu pakai headphone or earphone dgn full volume, selagi tak bergegar otak aku, selagi tuh aku tak rasa besh). Even, masa aku wat keje dlm bilik guru pun, aku dengo mp3. Malas nak layan gosip² hangat di pasaran. Mengumpat, mencerca, memaki bukan hobi ku. Aku taknak ambek tau hal orang, so aku harap orang pun tak ambek tau hal aku. Tp so far, colleagues aku sumernye ok, dierorang bukan kaki mengumpat or gosip. Selalunye meluahkan ketidakpuasanhatian ttg keje je. Tuh pun aku malas nak dengo, sbb mende remeh. Dah keje bertahun, patutnye kiter tau camner nak handle sesuatu permasalahan itu. Hahaha, sebenarnye kalo aku tak puas ati pun, aku akan merepek-repek dlm bilik guru. Tp takat tuh je lar aku merepek, takder lar aku nak panjangkan citer segala.
Ada satu lg hobi terbaru aku - sker tgk Laman Nurani tetiap pagi kat TV3. Sambil aku bersiap, aku akan menonton tv. Aku tgk lar ceramah or Tazkirah (dush kat dahi sendiri, betol ke tazkirah ek?). Motivasi utk diri sendiri tetiap pagi, penting tuh. Nak gi keje kena semangat. Aku sorang yg open-minded, aku akan tgk & tonton & dengar ceramah yg bagos, tak kisah dari agama apa pun (tp tidak ceramah politik, k?). Aku rasa penting utk aku mengetahui ttg ajaran agama lain. Ada sekali semasa jejalan bersama Mai & Udin, aku ada terdengar satu Tazkirah kat radio mengenai tempahan tiket utk ke neraka dengan bermukakan Anjing. Terkedu aku dengo, aku siap suh Udin DIAM..supaya aku bole mendengar penjelasan tentang TEMPAHAN TIKET KE NERAKA itu. Hiks... satu info yg sgt menarik. K la, cukup lar takat nie... aku bercuti lg arinie. Nak sesiapkan keje yg tertunggak. Sok dah nak keje..

What I Am, Is God's Gift To Me
What I Become Is My Gift To God

Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. My. Life. Wonderful.

Friday, October 31, 2008

Dangerously In Love

*Gambo Sekadar Hiasan*
~Winks~Winks~

Baby I love you

You are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete
If you weren't by my side
You're my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me
There's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrop
I am the sea
With you and God, who's my sunlight
I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby, I'm so proud
So proud to be your girl
You make the confusion
Go all away
From this cold and messed up world

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me

And I know you love me
Love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am
Baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy
Easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication
From you to me
Later on in my destiny
I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife
And I see my whole future in your eyes
Thought of all my love for you
sometimes make me wanna cry
Realize all my blessings
I'm grateful
To have you by my side

Lately, aku bz sket je. Tp sbb otak aku tgh mengalami kebekuan tahap babun, aku pun tatau nak wat entry aper. Lagi 2 mgu, aku akan bercuti sampai tahun depan, hoye, bercuti selama sebulan setengah... korang ada tak cuti cam aku? Takder kan...? So anda jgn dengki k sama aku? Miakakaka, giler berlagak plak aku nie kan. Aku kiranye sedang menghitung hari je nie. Tak sabarnye la nak jumper DIER! Saper DIER itu? Ader ar...mana bole bilang kat sini. Kekawan je. Selama 2 mgu seblom aku bercuti, aku takmao diganggu. Aku mao concentrate bikin sumer keje yg aku dah tinggalkan 3 bulan. Jgn luper ek kekawan, aku nie baru je masok bekerja selepas 3 bulan cuti blajo. Aku ingatkan bole cuti teros, tp ampes, kena masok koje lar plak. Udahla aku bebalik segala gosip yg aku tinggalkan selama 3 bulan itu, aku dengari satu persatu yg diciterkan oleh kekawan tmpt sekerja. Ada citer suka duka. I feel pity for some of them, tp aper je mampu aku buat? Aku bukannye CIK MENTERI. Sok nie pun aku kena gi meeting gak, bebalik teros kena keje sampai sabtu? Arghhh...duniya sungguh kejam. Seb baek la kekadang ada si DIER yg sker merapu ngan aku tru sms di waktu siang, memalam merapu dalam YM sblom tido.
Ujung minggu depan, aku akan ke Melaka, bercuti ngan kekawan. A Famosa ka? Ye kot... katanye nak ambek villa yg ada swimming pool sendiri. Yesh...aku nak berendam.
Ekceli, aku tau aku nie kekadang agak sengal. Kekadang agak poyo. Nie skrg mood tgh sengal lar nie. Tuh yg merepek je. Ada apa dalam HATI? Ada bunga api kecil yg sedang meletop.. *boom* *boom* *boom*. Ada ada dalam PEROT? Ada bunyi²an yg krot kret krot kret. Mintak diisi. Ok la kekawan, aku mao bersiap gi koje.

*Rasa windu laks kat DIER... (wat muka sengal... ihiks~)
Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. My. Life. Wonderful.

Friday, October 24, 2008

Am Back Again

Muka Gedik Yg Hepi
Oye..Oye... Exam dah abes. Kursus pun dah abes. Tgu result je utk next semester. Sonok tak terkata lar sebenarnye dalam hati nie. Last paper ari Rabu petang. Yesterday, aku tak gi kelas sbb takat ada jamuan je pun. Aku bukan anti-sosial, cuma aku nak merehatkan badan yg penat selama 3 bulan berhempas pulas memerah otak ngan 7 subjects, 7 assignments & 2 kali exams (mid term & final exam), cam nak tercabut paler otak, tau?! Miakakaka. Aku mentido sampai sket jam nak tengahari. Lega paler utak & badan aku. Release segala tension. Segala fenin² pun ilang. Hiks... segalanye ilang wokey.

Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. My. Life. Wonderful.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Projek Giler

Sempena arinie last day aku final exam, last nite aku bole giler came out with 1 idea ngan Cik Siti. Aku teringin nak wat projek giler bersama Cik Siti. Hmm... konsep aper? Sudah dipikirkan.. Di mana? Tentulah Umah Aku... studio studio kenot go..kang owner studio pengsan plak. Make up? Tak Perlu. Pakaian? Juge Tak Perlu... Miakakaka....
Aku admired sorang photographer nie. Dier sker wat potrait dier sendiri from many angels & in many ways. Bukan nak meniru dier...tp aku mmg sker kalo gambo aku diambil begini...
Credit To SubterfugeMalaises @ Sue Anna
sila layari koleksi beliau di sini
dan juga blog beliau di sini

Nanti ek Cik Siti, kiter wat umah aku cam studio gak.yes, Cik Siti akan menjadi fotogeraper aku! Waduh..teruja nie pas tgk koleksi SueAnna.
Ada sesapa nak join? Ada Brani? Sila tinggalkan komen anda.

*Kalo anda rasa mual & loya tekak, ini jawapan dari aku... AKU PUNYE SUKA LA!!!! :รพ
Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. My. Life. Wonderful.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Sapa Itu?


Udah Udah La Tuh..
Braper Lama Azuddin Bikin Itu Rambut Pun, Rambut Tetap Serabai..
Credit to Siti for the pics

Oohhh.. gambo hanya satu... korang tunggu lar lagi utk gambo selanjutnya..utk diapdet ngan gambo² lain...Saper kah gadis itu? Sudah tentu la aku! Aku punye blog.. ofkos aku nye gambo la kan! Cik Reen kawen ke sampai gitu bermake-up? Miakakaka...ntah..tp bukan la aku dah kawen.... tgu tgu laaaaaaaaaaaaaa............ tgu apdet seterosnya selepas beberapa hari! Kekawan yg dah tau..tlg pls...jgn komen aper²! Arahan nie tau!
Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. My. Life. Wonderful.

Monday, August 18, 2008

Me & My Skin

To all my readers & frens
Sempena Besday aku yg 30th, I would love to reveal few things about myself which I think you guys should know about it - mana yg tak penah jumper aku lagi la k. Parts of the real me. Bukan meraih simpati sesiapa, tapi aku takmao some of you terkejot bila bertemu ngan aku oneday. Kiter nie kan bloggers, mana la tau, kiter nak wat perjumpaan ke aper kan. Blogger yg penah jumper yg aku kenal dari blog, aku bole kira ngan jari. Senarai yg aku penah jumper personally,

1. a male blogger (gone with the wind )
2. Incik Kos (gi open house dier..and makin hari makin rapat plak ..opsss...)
3. Cikgu Wiween (well..bukan kenal dier dari blog, kenal dier since mIRC lg, tp sejak blogging nie rapat ngan dier... baru lar terbukak hati nak jumper)

4. RedMummy (jumpe sbb nak ambik tiket kuntilanak..and aku nak pass hadiah besday beliau)


see...
only 4. Lelaen yg aku jumper tuh, bukan aku kenal dierorang dari blog. Hahaha, dierorang mmg aku kenal sblom aku & dierorang berblogging. And some of them aku kenal di luar dulu then dierorang ada blog. Kiranya bukan aku kenal dari blog la ok?? Aku mmg takot nak jumper orang. Seriously, no joke. Kes aku pi umah Incik Kos tuh pun aku pikir berpuluh kali. Seb baek ada Cik Ann & Incik Koko yg sudi meneman. Aku ada masalah dalaman bila nak jumper orang baru. Masalah dalaman itu wujud sejak aku kecik lagi. Aku malu ngan keadaan diri aku. Aku malu nak berdepan ngan orang sometime, tak kira lelaki ke pompuan. Aku takot orang tak terima seadanya keadaan diri aku. Naper? Kerana aku tak dilahirkan seperti orang laen. Ewah, cam alien la ko. Hiks, aku bukan alien. Now let me tell you why.

1. I'm an Autosomal Recessive Congenital Ichthyosis patientAku dilahirkan dengan salah satu penyakit kulit kering. Jgn risau. Jika ko sentuh aku pun, takdenye nak berjangkit. Korang nampak tak kulit aku yg tak cantek itu? Kulit aku yg kering dan kekadang mengelupas. Ada petak² kat tangan aku, dahi aku (sbb tuh aku pakai bandana) to cover up the ugliness. Aku pun tau malu la! Miakakakakakaka. Aku tidak bole berpanas. Kalo berpanas, kulit aku akan menjadi merah & aku rasa mao pitam. Kulit aku menyerap haba kerana aku tidak mempunyai liang peluh. Biasanye aku elak daripada berpanas, tp time pegi bercuti di tepi pantai, aku peduli haper, panas pun panas la! Pengsan pun ada kekawan tlg angkat pi spetal. Aku tidak bole berada di dalam bilik ekon terlalu lama. Sekali lagi, kulit aku menyerap sejok, sampai biru² kuku & bibir aku. Kulit aku akan menjadi terlalu kering & tegang juge dalam ekon. Susah aih nak idop, panas takbole, sejok pun takbole. Pepandai ajer lar aku meng-ejas diri dalam sumer keadaan. Kalo korang nak ajak aku kuar, jgn lar ajak lepak tmpt panas k? Aku kenot go. Aku takbole, aku kan puteri lilin.

Copy paste dari http://www.geneclinics.org/profiles/li-ar/details.html
Although most neonates with autosomal recessive congenital ichthyosis (ARCI) are collodion babies, the clinical presentation and severity of ARCI may vary significantly, ranging from harlequin ichthyosis, the most severe and often fatal form, to lamellar ichthyosis (LI) and nonbullous congenital ichthyosiform erythroderma (NCIE). Although these phenotypes are now recognized to fall on a continuum, the phenotypic descriptions are clinically useful for clarification of prognosis and management. Infants with harlequin ichthyosis are usually born prematurely and are encased in thick, hard, armor-like plates of cornified skin that severely restrict movement. Life-threatening complications in the immediate postnatal period include respiratory distress, feeding problems, and systemic infection. Collodion babies are born with a taut, shiny, translucent or opaque membrane that encases the entire body and lasts for days to weeks. LI and NCIE are seemingly distinct phenotypes: classic, severe lamellar ichthyosis (LI) with dark brown, plate-like scale with no erythroderma and NCIE with finer whiter scale and underlying generalized redness of the skin. Affected individuals with severe involvement can have ectropion, eclabium, scarring alopecia involving the scalp and eyebrows, and palmar and plantar keratoderma.

Yes, aku dilahirkan tidak cukup bulan. My mum terbersalinkan aku awal. Seperti ibu lain, my mum juge terkejot bila doktor mengatakan aku dilahirkan dengan sedikit kelainan, nak² lg aku nie adalah 1st baby-nya. Anyway, aku tak penah tanya mummy apa perasaan dier bila dier melihat aku for the 1st time. As far as I concern, aku dimasokkan ke dalam incubator selama berbulan.
Aku membesar sbg kekanak laen wlpun aku ada kelaenan. Cuma, few things yg aku takbole lupa sampai skrg. Aku digelar anak ular. Saper kasik gelaran itu? Yesza, kekawan skolah. Dari sekolah rendah sampai sekolah menengah. I dun have many close friends. Orang takot nak berkawan ngan aku. Even ada few mothers, tak kasik anak² dierorang kawan ngan aku. Takot berjangkit katanye. Kerana statements gitu, my mum selalu nanges. Hari² aku balik sekolah, aku nanges. Till one time, my mum pegi ke skolah, merayu pada cikgu² supaya bgtau kat bebudak laen jgn ejek aku. Agaknye mmg dari kecik aku jenis tatau malu, aku tetap pegi skolah ngan muka selamber, tp tang tghari je, aku nanges la. Takder kawan kat skolah. Aku tak penah salahkan kekawan zaman kecil ku, sbb dierorang bebudak kan, apa la yg depa tau. Tp kalo dah sekolah menengah tuh, mmg melampau la mengejek aku gitu. Aku diejek dikeji kerana kulit aku. Balik umah, ngadu kat mummy, mummy kata blajo elok², tunjuk kat orang that aku bole survive juge seperti orang laen wlpun aku laen.
Lucky me, aku ada keluarga yg very supportive. I hv a mother that dun bother what ppl said abt her only daughter. Wlpun aku laen, aku tetap dihantar ke skolah sampai peringkat yg tertinggi. Kalo orang laen, aku rasa dierorang dah sorok dah anak dierorang dalam umah (anda setuju?). Aku survive macam orang laen survive. Apa anak orang laen dapat, aku dapat. Apa anak orang laen blajo, aku blajo. Aku dapat secukupnya dari yang sepatutnya.

To My Family
Thanx so much to my beloved mum, my dad & 2 brothers. My mum is a strong woman. Coz of them, I can live till today. Mereka tidak pernah malu dengan kelainan aku. Esp to my both of my brothers, aku tau kekadang mereka juga diejek kerana mempunyai sorang kakak yg lain. Selalu juge mereka bertumbuk ngan kawan kerana back-up aku. Pantang dierorang dengo aku diejek, konpom dierorang gi carik and tumbuk. Hiks, besh dapat adik camtu.

To all my frens
Thanx for accepting me for what I am. Terima kasih kerana kamu semua tidak geli untuk berkawan ngan aku, sentiasa bersama di kala naek turunnya idop aku.

To all my kids ( my pupils)
Thanx kerana salam & cium tangan gurumu yg tidak cantek ini. Kekadang aku menanges seorang diri, kerana anak² ini penah menanyakan, 'cicer, kenapa tangan cicer camnie?' Wlpun mereka bertanya, tp mereka tidak penah lupa utk ciom tangan aku setiap hari.

To all men yg penah singgah dalam idop ku (special men la k)
Thanx for all the loves & cares. Wlpun hanya sementara dan sekejap, aku menghargai segala kenangan terindah itu. Mekaseh kerana sanggup berjalan di sebelah aku & berpimpin tangan. Mekaseh juge kerana tidak malu utk memperkenalkan aku sbg *tut* di depan kekawan mu. (sumer kesah lama aih... skrg aku single...)

Namun Ku Punya Hati (Iklim)
Senyumku tak seghairah
gerak gaya tidak selincah
mataku tak seayu
kicau burung pun tak semerdu
namunku punya hati
juga gayaku perasaan
hidupku yg begini
kadar waktu di izin Tuhan
tidakku pinta lahir kedunia
tidakku duga cacat begini
bukanku minta kasih dan sayang
bukan ku rayu bantu simpati
maafkan wahai teman
kumenumpang disudut dunia
mencari ketenangan
sampai masa ku pergi jua

Sudah 30 tahun aku berjalan on the street with my dry skin. I have what I want. I hv good life. Thanx to all again who are always with me. Most gambo yg aku post previously, aku edit, sbb tuh la tak nampak kelainan kulit aku. Kerana kulit aku camnie gak, aku single sampai arinie. Terima la hakikat itu Cik Reen. Muekekeke. Aku sedar saper diri aku.
Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. My. Life. Wonderful.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Right Here Waiting

Oceans apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice, on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought we'd last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I cant get near you now
Oh cant you see it baby
You got me going crazy

I wonder how we can survive this romance
But in the end if I'm with you I'll take the chance

Oh can't you see it baby
You got me going crazy

Waiting for you

Jeng Jeng Jeng. Waiting for? Someone? No one? We'll see. Hikhikhik~ Gedik plak aku memalam nie kan? Biasa la, hati ku dari semalam ada bunga api meletop. Di dlm aku tgh hangen, someone ym-ing me, and told me abt 'something'. OoOoops. Aku Hepi sgt wokey! Sgt² hepi. Very the hepi. Tak sabarnye nak tgu mgu depan. Selalu betol ada surprise nie kan. Jadi tak jadi tatau la, but what for sure is...i'm right here waiting for you by the tepi tingkap. Nak wat majlis mesyuarat tingkap pun mata ku kedip² mengantuk. Pagi tadi kena kenalkan diri, orang tanya aku dah kawen ke lom, aku bole plak jawab secara spontan "I'm Single But Not Looking". Betol ke aku nie tak mencarik? Carik gak, tp tak jumper, so malas lar nak carik dah. Biar je la. Miakakakaka...giler mengader ayat aku tuh~ (aku tido ngan penoh senyuman...)
Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. My. Life. Wonderful.

Sunday, July 06, 2008

Chibi Maruko Chan

Chibi Maruko
Copy Paste From : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chibi_Maruko-chan
The title character, Maruko (born May 8 1965) is a nine-year-old third grade
student raised in a relatively poor family of six. She is lazy, disorganized and usually late for school, in strong contrast with her neat, calm and tidy older sister (sixth-grader) who must share her room with her. Maruko, like many kids, tries to avoid homework and chores, and she takes advantage of her doting grandfather and squabbles with her sister. Nevertheless, she is a well-meaning child who tries to do good. She is similar to Calvin in Calvin And Hobbes in that she often uses adult-like language to express her child-like feelings. She has many food dislikes, including natto and tomatoes. She loves reading manga and is a good artist, and her stated goal is to become a manga artist when she grows up. It is implied that the show is drawn by Maruko herself.Maruko's trademark face fault in reaction to an awkward "don't know what to say" situation (or sometimes, embarrassment) is the sudden appearance of vertical lines on her face, sometimes with an unexplained gust of wind blowing behind her head.

*Hehehe. Chibi Maruko adalah salah satu katun peberet aku. Dier tomey je. Blur & sengal- macam aku. Tp aku tak tomey la. Lama tak nonton katun nie. Dulu, pepetang mesti aku tgu. Windunya kat Chibi Maruko.

Nota kecomelan kuku kakiku: Tetiber aku rasa diri aku comel macam Chibi Maruko. Eheks~
Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. My. Life. Wonderful.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Love Is In The Air

LOVE IS IN THE AIR (John Paul Young)

Love is in the air
Everywhere I look around
Love is in the air
Every sight and every sound

And I don't know if I'm being foolish
Don't know if I'm being wise
But it's something that I must believe in
And it's there when I look in your eyes

Love is in the air
In the whisper of the trees
Love is in the air
In the thunder of the sea

And I don't know if I'm just dreaming
Don't know if I feel sane
But it's something that I must believe in
And it's there when you call out my name

(Chorus)
Love is in the air
Love is in the air
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

Love is in the air
In the rising of the sun
Love is in the air
When the day is nearly done

And I don't know if you're an illusion
Don't know if I see it true
But you're something that I must believe in
And you're there when I reach out for you

Love is in the air
Every sight and every sound
And I don't know if I'm being foolish
Don't know if I'm being wise

But it's something that I must believe in
And it's there when I look in your eyes

Memalam layan lagu slow mmg besh. Sambil wat keje. Keje sgt byk skrg tau. Arinie dah start bertukang. Duh, penat & lenguh badan. Smgu lg nak harung nie. Balek pun badan krem. Tu lom lg mummy tepon bebel² tetiap malam. Tuh pun tekanan juge. Bertambah tekanan. Tp skrg tambah lg satu tekanan. Hahahaha, tekanan perasaan & emosi. Tidak menyedihkan pun, tp sentiasa membuat aku sesengeh sesorang depan pc dan almost memana la kalo aku tingat, mesti aku sengeh sesorang. Alahai, persal la ko sengal sgt ek??? Saper ke itu??? No no no no...ai kenot tell yu. My secrets tau! Aper² pun, smoga kekawan & rakan bloggers sentiasa sehat selalu, ceria dan bahagia~
Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. My. Life. Wonderful.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Selagi Ada Cinta

Telah kulakukan semuanya kasih
Telah kukorbankan segalanya
Namun ku sendiri tak pernah mengerti
Apa yang engkau fikirkan
Apa yang engkau inginkan

Ku tahu kau tak pernah setia (kasih)
Ku tahu diriku tak bererti
Namun ku sendiri tak pernah mengerti
Apa yang engkau fikirkan
Apa yang engkau inginkan

Selagi ada cinta di hatiku
Selagi ada rindu yang membara
Selagi air mata ini mengalir
Kau tetap di hati ini
Cintamu tetap di hati

Selagi ku mampu bertahan kekasih
Jangan sampai cinta tiada lagi
Jika memang cinta tiada lagi (kasih)
Tinggalkan aku sendiri...
Tinggalkan cintamu kasih...

Selagi ada cinta di hatiku
Selagi ada rindu yang membara
Selagi ku mampu bertahan kasih
Ku terima segalanya
Walau hatiku merana...

&*(^%^%&(&)%^%$#@@. Tatau nak ketek² apa. Dpt 1 sms dari jauh (seberang laut je, hanya tambak johor menjadi penghalang) yg sgt menyentap hati pagi tadi. Ntah ek. Blur aih. Miakakakaka. Merepek taim sambil makan kerepek.

*Gambo di atas adalah satu barang perhiasan yg terdapat di rumah Kos.
Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. My. Life. Wonderful.

Thursday, June 05, 2008

U R MY Sunshine

Pasnie Takder Dah Aku Nak Pakai Seatbelt Gini
Aku Kena Eksesais Camnie
Sebab Aku Kena Naek Beskal Pink Gi Keje
Aritu Aku MajOk.
Dia Kata Nak Datang Tp Dier Bole Plak Ter-Mentido

Mlm Td Dier Kata Mao Jumpe...after beberapa bulan tidak ketemu
Aku Pun Cepat² Mandi
Dia-Tiger & Orang Utan-Me (aku kan huduh)
Dier Datang MemujOk..alalalalala..aumm aummm
Comel Kan? Aku Tido Sampai Tghari Lagi Arinie~!!!
Uwarghhh...camner aku nak 'tiun' waktu tido aku nie?

Nie aku dah tak larat nak baca almost every entry arinie pasal kenaekan minyak. So aku pun buat lar citer bergambo. Aku bukan takder rasa ke-efek-an kenaekan minyak nie, wlpun aku takder kete mahupun motosikal, tp aku sbg penumpang setia public transport, tambang mesti naek. Kaput kaput la poket spender aku pasnie. Planning mao beli beskal ajer lar. Larat ke aku nak kayuh beskal tuh? Larat tuh satu hal, brani ke aku nak kayuh beskal gi keje lalu jalan ampang, KLCC? Mesti orang langgar aku. Sket punye jauh plak la tmpt keje aku tuh. Tengah Town plak tuh. lagi mao naek bukit, aiya, mesti bertambah kerempeng aku selepas aku mengamalkan naek beskal gi keje. Kuat betol aku berimaginasi arinie.
Pagi tadi around 3am aku mengalami sakit perot tahap max. Masok angen la (sbb aku bgn pagi tadi dah ok). Tp aku sudah dinner, makan ko-te-yau goreng. Aku ingatkan kena apendiks sbb sakit belah kanan. Geguling gak la aku menahan sampai ke tido. Bermasalah betol perot aku nie. Tuh laaaa...jgn makan asamboi byk sgt! Anyway, thnx utk dier sbb dier tak tido mlm tadi, takot sakit aku melarat, and dier dok tgu aku sms @ call (aku mengharapkan ehsan dari kekawan ketika sakit). Aku pun ingat kalo sakit itu sgt terok, mao ajer pegi ke spetal. Penat juge la aku dengo dier bebel² suh gi check perot kat spetal. Tp adakah sbb aku nebes sampai sakit perot? Hahahaha...aku kan saiko...mmg gitu. (sah Retna gelak geguling dengo ini kesah) Ok la, aku mao memasak arinie. Masak ayam tau. Ye la, minyak sudah naek, rega barang pun naek la kan. So selepas ini, aku akan rajinkan diri memasak di rumah. Cik Reen...ayam masak halia satu! Telor Dada-r satu! Sayur takyah la -aku lupa beli sayur mlm tadi.
Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. My. Life. Wonderful.

Monday, June 02, 2008

Men R Like...

Aku & Lelaki Idaman
Muka aku yg masham kerana lelaki idaman ada dalam gambo. Pastu siap top muka, taknak tgk aku. Pergh..tgk lar badan dier..tangan dier...katop muka aku ngan tangan dier..mao lemas nie..

Men Are Like...

  • ... Blenders.
    You need one, but you're not quite sure why. *Mesti la memerlukan.. aku bukan lessy.. aku stret la.... kan kan...
  • ... Chocolate Bars.
    Sweet, smooth, and they usually head right for your hips. *they r sweet like cekelat..sluurpsss....nyum nyummm...dap...
  • ... Coffee.
    The best ones are rich, warm, and can keep you up all night long. *i can't live without my nescepe o.. and i might can't live without men.. but i have no man yet.. only have my dad & my 2 brothers
  • ... Commercials.
    You can't believe a word they say.*betol? tak betol? betol? kenot percaya sumer.. tp tak sumer gak kenot dipercayai..some only la... some can be trusted one...
  • ... Computers.
    Hard to figure out and never have enough memory.*ilang ingatan...patut kena format nie... kekadang dier wat² ilang ingatan je...dier luper aper dier dah cakap or empty promises la gitu...
  • ... Coolers.
    Load them with beer and you can take them anywhere.* cooler? byk lar cooler... kekadang bikin panas..baek aku tinggal...
  • ... Copiers.
    You need them for reproduction, but that's about it.*penting utk masa depan....
  • ... Curling Irons.
    They're always hot, and they're always in your hair.* takyah..rambut aku sudah kenteng... tp iron dier sentiasa hot la kot..miakakakaka..oppsss...
  • ... Government Bonds.
    They take way too long to mature. *tgu je lar mature...jgn gopoh...
  • ... Horoscopes.
    They always tell you what to do and are usually wrong. *biasa la tuh..men' rules...
  • ... Lava Lamps.
    Fun to look at, but not all that bright.*tgk je lar... takat tgk.. tak sumer besh...
  • ... Mascara.
    They usually run at the first sign of emotion.*ntah...
  • ... Parking Spots.
    The good ones are already taken and the ones that are left are either handicapped or extremely small.*nak yg besh je kan? ngader kan aku nie kan..macam lar aku nie super model yg nak memilih.... tp biar lar parking tuh sesuai..jgn kalo kete dah panjang.. gi cocok gak kat parking yg tak moat kete itu.... sedang² la... janji besh.....tp yg besh nie lar sumer sudah orang kebas...
  • ... Popcorn.
    They satisfy you, but only for a little while. *miakaka..anda popcorn? Ooo..kenot la a while...mao lelama pls...Oppsss... I did it again... maksud tersurat nye... jgn makan popcorn selalu... nanti kembong perot...
  • ... Weather.
    Nothing can be done to change either one of them. *yg nie susah mao ejas... kekadang natural disaster nie takbole nak agak.. tetiber je ribut petir...pastu cerah balek.. pastu ujan balek..pastu puting beliung... kalo puting beliung..larik larik...runnnn...run for ur life....
*Sekadar sker² je entry nie..tiada kaitan ngan idop atau mati. Rekaan semata tau~ Blwek..:รพ
Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. My. Life. Wonderful.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Jangan Pandang Belakang

Hoye...lagi 2 ari. Tak sabar nye. Mari kiter gi jejalan.

Nak menyahut cabaran RedMummy
Disini saya ingin mengumumkan saya masih single..
umur bole tahan matang... roper kurang sket..

tinggi bole tahan..berat lom mencapai tahap piawaian
figure - sila tgk gambo..dari blakang sudah la...
saya ingin mencarik pasangan....
lelaki bole..pompuan pun bole..
Miakakaka...duhh...am stret la..am not a lessy...
Konter akan dibuka sampai ujung tahun...
sila ambek nomot di konter pertanyaan..
dan isi la borang....sertakan gambo passport..
gambo tepi pun bole..
kalo blakang lagi ai sker! fuhhh..mantap!
cv takyah ar...itu bole bincang kedian..
ada ok?
weh..aku siyes nie....tau?! Miakakakakaka

*Huwarghh. Bising tol. Persal ntah orang terpekik pekik pepagi buta. Ada bola ke apa? Tak reti mentido ke dierorang nie?

Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. My. Life. Wonderful.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Mr. Bean Bean


1) MR. BEAN SEES A DOCTOR:
Doctor : I regret to tell you that you have a brain tumor.
Mr. Bean: Yesss!!! (jumps in joy)
Doctor : Did you understand what I just told you?

Mr. Bean: Yes of course, do you think I'm dumb?
Doctor : Then why are you so happy?
Mr. Bean: Because that proves that I have a brain!

2) MR. BEAN WHILE IN GRADE SCHOOL:
Teacher : What is 5 plus 4?

Mr. Bean : 9
Teacher : What is 4 plus 5?
Mr. Bean : Are you trying to fool me, you've just twisted the figure, the answer is 6!!

3) WHILE IN A DRUG STORE:

Mr. Bean: I'd like some vitamins for my grandson.
Clerk : Sir, Vitamin A, B or C?
Mr. Bean: Any will do, my grandson doesn't know the alphabet yet!!

4) AT AN ATM MACHINE:
Friend: What are you looking at?
Mr. Bean: I know your PIN no., hee, hee.

Friend : Alright, what is my PIN no. if you saw it?
Mr. Bean: four asterisks (****)!

5) MARRIAGE:
Friend : How many women do you believe must a man marry?

Mr. Bean: 16
Frien d : Why?
Mr. Bean: Because the priest says 4 richer, 4 poorer, 4 better and 4 worse.

6) CHATTING WITH HIS FRIEND:
Friend : How was the tape you borrowed from me, is it Ok?
Mr. Bean: What do you mean ok, I thought it's a horror film. I didn't see any picture.
Friend : What tape did you take anyway?

Mr. Bean: Head Cleaner.

7) DEATH OF HIS MOTHER:
Mr. Bean:(crying) the doctor called, Mom's dead.
Friend : condolence, my friend.
(After 2 minutes) Mr. Bean cries even louder

Friend : what now?
Mr. Bean: my sister just called, her mom died too!

8) MR. BEAN ATTENDING A MEETING:
Colleague : Sorry I'm late. I got stuck in an elevator for 4 hrs because of a power failure.
Mr. Bean : That's alright, me too...I got stuck on the escalator for 3 hrs.


9) SPELLING LESSON:
Mr. Bean's Son: Dad, what is the spelling of successful....is it one c or two c?
Mr. Bean : Make it three c to be sure!

*Credit to Spoiledshirl From Bidayuh.Info for the jokes.


Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. My. Life. Wonderful.

Monday, May 12, 2008

Housemate's Happy Family

My Happy Family
Tadi petang, Cik Reen ada hal kena jumper kawan di lowyatt untuk mengambil t-shirt yg ditempah, saya ditinggalkan di rumah keseorangan. Saya tahu, Cik Reen mesti singgahnye kat kedai dimana dier telah menculik saya. Teng teng teng... see... Cik Reen telah membawa balik family saya. Itu isteri saya... lom terpikir lg agaknye Cik Reen nak buh muka saper sbg isteri saya. Dan lihat la duniya... saya sudah ada 3 orang anak express! Mantap, produktif...sudah tentu kami sumer sepesen ajer krn kami kan HAPPY PEMELI. Kena la berwarna Pinkish! Jantina anak² kami pun Cik Reen tak pikir lg. Ada plak Cik Reen pakaikan kami baju tp Suarnye takder. Kata Cik Reen, lom ada suar kecik utk kami. Nape ek agaknye? Mesti sbb Montot Cik Reen nie BESO sgt, sampai takder suar dia yg bole kami pakai. Berbaju pun kami syukur, totop aurat gitu. Aritu ada ke Cik Reen ambek gambo saya tgh bogel... uwaaaaaaaa..malu ai tau! Tak Baek betol Cik Reen nie. Cik Reen terpikir gak nak belikan baju kekanak untuk anak² saya, agaknye tadi dia sudah penin mengusung isteri & anak² saya dalam plastik kat area bukit bintang, teros dia balik umah. OoO..bahagianya... saya sudah ada pemeli.

p/s: oOOo.. isteri saya itu akan dihadiahkan kepada Alvina sempena birthdaynya bulan depan oleh Cik Reen.
Anak² saya itu akan dijadikan anak angkat juge la kot.
*Salah sorang anak saya akan dihadiahkan kepada Cik Retna sempena besday Cik Retna.. kenalan lama Cik Reen yg dier kenal dari gempaq.com...
Sblom pemeli saya di-give away....Baik saya menghabiskan masa yg ada ini bersama pemeli.


Hahahahahahaha....

Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. My. Life. Wonderful.

Monday, May 05, 2008

Uji Ketajaman Mata Anda

Bina ayat.
Berdasarkan pemerhatian anda, apakah yang anda bole nyatakan mengenai gambar di atas?

Life. Is. Colourful. To. Make. My. Life. Wonderful.