Kenangan

Kenangan itu kadangkala teramat pahit untuk diredah,

tetapi ia terlalu manis untuk dikenang.

Hidup tak selalunya indah tapi

yang indah itu tetap hidup dalam kenangan.

Andainya hadirnya cinta sekadar untuk mengecewakan,

lebih baik cinta itu tak pernah hadir.

Kecewa bercinta bukan bermakna dunia sudah berakhir.

Masa depan yang cerah berdasarkan pada masa lalu yang telah dilupakan.

Hidup ini indah jika kita tahu menghargainya...

Tapi ia amat menyakitkan andai kita melaluinya sambil lewa.

p/s: pinjam ayat kengkawan....mekaseh

What Would You Do?

Would/will you?
[_] come to my house to do nothing at but chill? [_] fight me? [_] fuck me? [_] kiss me? [_] lick me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] let me lick you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] go out to dinner with me? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] drink with me? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] be down with me no matter what? [_] go to prom with me? [_] do anything to hurt me? [_] cheat on me?

D0 Y0U...
[_] think im cute? [_] think im serious? [_] think im a good person [_] think im conceided? [_] want to kiss me? [_] want to cuddle with me? [_] want to hook up with me? [_] think I can fight? [_] want to *Do* me? [_] think I would do you? AM I... [_] smart? [_] cute? [_] funny? [_] cool? [_] romantic? [_] a *freak*? [_] gangsta? [_] loveable? [_] adorable? [_] trustworthy [_] compassionate? [_] great to be with? [_] attractive? [_] mean? [_] well known?

HAVE Y0U EVER...
[_] thought about hooking up with me? [_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me? [_] wished I were there? [_] had a crush on me? [_] wanted my number? [_] had a dream about me? [_] been distracted by me? [_] wanted to see my private part? [_] looked at my page more than ten times?

ARE Y0U...
[_] happy you know me? [_] horny? [_] thinking about me? [_] wanting to call me to talk about these things?

Siapa Diriku Di Sisimu

Hembusan angin bagai membawa derita
Berita yg mengecewakan ku
Apa yg terjadi bukan yg ku impikan
Lalu kutabah kan hati ini

Sayang ku…
Ku tahu kau tak ingin begini
Tapi kau sanggup lakukan nya…
Betapa hatiku hancur musnah berderaian
Tidak seorang pun yang memahami hati dan perasaan ku

Kerna cintakanmu ku jadi begini
Kerna sayangkanmu ku telan semua
Betapa hebatnya kau dihati ini

Mengapa kau tak pernah fikirkan aku
Mengapa si dia jadi pilihan mu
Kusedar siapa diriku disisimu
Disisimu….

Kuharap suatu hari kan kau mengerti kasih
Siapa diriku disisimu
Pengorbanan ku bagai tak pernah dihargai
Ia bagai angin yg berlalu

You Were Meant For Me

I hear the clock, it's 6 A.M., I feel so far away from where I've been. I got my eggs, got my pancakes, too. Got my maple syrup, ev'rything but you. I break the yolks and make a smiley face, I kinda like it in my brand new place. Wipe the spots above the mirror, Don't leave the keys in the door. I never put wet towels on the floor anymore, 'cause

Dreams last so long, Even after you're gone. I know, that you love me. And soon you will see. You were meant for me, And I was meant for you.

I called my momma, she was out for a walk. Consoled a cup of coffee, but it didn't wanna talk. So I picked up a paper, it was more bad news. More hearts being broken or people being used. Put on my coat in the pouring rain.I saw a movie, it just wasn't the same.' Cause it was happy and I was sad. And it made me miss you, oh, so bad.

Go about my bus'ness, I'm doing fine. Besides, a-what would I say if I had you on the line? Same old story not much to say,Hearts are broken ev'ry day.
I brush my teeth and put the cap back on. I know you hate it when I leave the light on. I pick a book up and then I turn the sheets down, And then I take a deep breath and a good look around. Put on my pj's and hop into bed. I'm half alive, but I feel mostly dead. I try and tell myself it'll be all right,I just shouldn't think anymore tonight.

Yeah, you were meant for me And I was meant for you

We Belong Together

I didn't mean it, When I said I didn't love you so, I should have held on tight, I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing, I was stupid, I was foolish, I was lying to myself, I couldn't have fathomed that I would ever, Be without your love, Never imagined I'd be, Sitting here beside myself

'Cause I didn't know you, 'Cause I didn't know me, But I thought I knew everything, I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling, Now that I don't, Hear your voice, Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice, Oh, what I wouldn't give, To have you lying by my side, Right here, 'cause baby

When you left, I lost a part of me, It's still so hard to believe, Come back baby please, 'cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on, When times get rough, Who's gonna talk to me on the phone, Till the sun comes up, Who's gonna take your place, There ain't nobody better, Oh baby, baby
We belong together

I can't sleep at night, When you are on my mind, Bobby Womack's on the radio, Singing to me,

'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute, This is too deep, too deep, I gotta change the station, So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break, And then I hear Babyface, I only think of you, And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together, But I'm falling apart, I'm feeling all out of my element, I'm throwing things
Crying, Trying to figure out, Where the hell I went wrong, The pain reflected in this song,

Ain't even half of what, I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

Mungkin???

Biarkanlah saja diriku sendirian tanpamu

Biarkanlah aku merindu sekian lama

Bukan maksud untuk membisu sepi tanpa kata

Terpisahnya kita kerana mengejar impian

Mungkinkah bersama dua jiwa ini

Dalam mencari cinta sejati nan suci

Mungkinkah segala derita di jiwa

Akan terubat kini

Biarkanlah saja diriku sepi tanpa kata

Terpisahnya kita kerana mengejar impian

Hanya satu pintaku

Sabarlah menanti

Ku kan pulang bersama

Cinta...

Mails That Make Me Smile

Topic : Charming Smile

Body:
Hi, how are you doing? I hope everything is fine. I was taking a view on Myspace and your profile caught my attention. God.... you have such a charming smile and I wander what your mom ate before she gave birth to you.You have such a warm beauty. I dont know you, but I think what ever your beauty is, you got it from your parent and I really thank them for blessing this world with such a ravishing true beauty. Maybe you've heard that from people of different races and as we all know, truth is even harder to accept. What I am saying is that you could be sitting there now telling yourself that it is not true. Anyway my name is *******, I was hoping if we could be friends because my eyes have seen a long lasting true beauty and a it is a very rare gift of nature and i believe in true friendship.True friends are like angels. They are precious and rare, and false friends are like leaves, found everywhere.""Friendship is a relationship that is given to few, but desired by all."Friendship is not just something you can get anywhere, it's earned so it shouldn't be taken for granted. It should be treasured." I dont wanna take your time preaching about true friendship because its something i always wish for. i really dont have much to write.. i hope to hear from you soon. feel free to ask me anything if only you dont find the answer on my profile. Well, I doubt it if you'll ask me something. Thanks for your time and i hope everything will be alright..

Topic : Nice pose

Body:
Beautiful words from a beautiful person. And that's a very rare gift of nature. It must have been hard for God to have created you with such uniqueness but this time he knew everything being equal the world has a blessing on you. Well, beautifully you seem very adoring and your extreme smile speaks your courage. Anywhere, you are really strong to have handle your smile and still, your strong will is still there. Well, I really wanna know much about you and know very well if you dont mind. Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only those sincere friends will leave a mark before leaving and still have the impact in you even when there are not around.He who loses money, loses much; He, who loses a friend, loses much more; He, who loses faith, loses all. Beautiful young people are accidents of nature, But beautiful old people are perfect works of art, and in this case you are a blessing to humanity. Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live long enough to make them all yourself including everlasting beauty. Friends, you and me.... You brought another friend.... And then there were 3.... We started our group.... Our circle of friends.... And like that circle.... There is no beginning or end.... Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift. Only friendship can bring us together, and the permission is all yours unless you want to throw me like a rag. I will be waiting to hear from you any time soon please. And i am really sorry for replying this late. Can we become friends? You take good care of yourself please and dont allow anything to happen to you. Nice to read from you.

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Huhuhuhu..... mails aku dapat dalam myspace yang wat aku tergolek biler baca.... syiok gak ek biler aku dah tukar identiti aku.. almaklum la...aku nie single..solo molo... menyetan la aku dalam myspace...myspace nie besh gak...ramai pakwe² hensem ..

Message mamat nie bebetol wat aku cair syiak...

Ngan mak pak aku dier puji...perghh...aku kasik mak aku baca kat sebelah....mak aku cakap...alahai...bagos nye mamat nie...

Doaku... ( Easter Sunday Morning )

Mungkin Tuhan sengaja mahu kita berjumpa dengan orang yang salah sebelum menemui insan yang betul supaya apabila kita akhirnya menemui insan yang betul, kita akan tahu bagaimana untuk bersyukur dengan nikmat pemberian dan hikmah di sebalik pemberian tersebut. Apabila salah satu pintu kebahagiaan tertutup, yang lain akan terbuka tapi lazimnya kita akan memandang pintu yang telah tertutup itu terlalu lama hinggakan kita tidak nampak pintu yang telahpun dibukakan untuk kita. Kawan yang paling baik ialah seseorang yang anda boleh duduk di dalam buaian dan berbuai bersama tanpa berkata apa-apa pun dan kemudian berjalan pulang dengan perasaan bahawa itulah perbualan yang paling hebat yang pernah dialami.Memang benar yang kita tidak akan tahu apa yang telah kita punyai sehinggalah kita kehilangannya dan juga benar bahawa kita tidak tahu apa yang kita rindukan sehinggalah 'ia' datang. Memberi seseorang seluruh cinta anda bukanlah satu kepastian yang mereka akan menyintai anda kembali! Jangan harapkan cinta sebagai balasan. Nantikan sahaja ia untuk mekar di dalam hati mereka tapi sekiranya ia tidak, pastikanlah ia terus mekar di dalam hati anda. Ia cuma mengambil masa seminit untuk jatuh hati pada seseorang, satu jam untuk menyukai seseorang, satu hari untuk menyintai seseorang tetapi ia mengambil masa sepanjang hidup untuk melupakan seseorang.Bercinta memang mudah. Untuk dicintai juga memang mudah. Tapi untuk dicintai oleh orang yang kita cintai itulah yang sukar diperoleh. Jangan sesekali mengucapkan selamat tinggal jika kamu masih mahu mencuba. Jangan sesekali menyerah jika kamu masih merasa sanggup. Jangan sesekali mengatakan kamu tidak mencintainya lagi jika kamu masih tidak dapat melupakannya. Jangan pandang kepada kecantikan kerana boleh jadi ianya palsu. Jangan kejar kemewahan kerana ianya akan susut. Carilah seseorang yang membuatkan anda tersenyum bahagia.....

p/s: Riq.... i ambek dari komen u.... i pinjam jap...

Niat

Khas untuk awak yang amat saya sayangi...

I miss you so much...

Genting Highland- Part 3

Sambongan aksi² semasa gath di Genting Highland laks... Ala...gath chatters HankyPanky le.. pada 10-12hb March yang lepas....

11hb March 2006-
Pagi Sabtu, aku membuta... sejOknye, aku seperti biasa le, nyuruk dalam selimut. Tapi kali nie tanpa bebear kesayangan. Sian bebear kat umah, tido sesorang ek malam tadi. Sekali la, aku terdengar ChuWen terpekik-pekik, terlolong-lolong. Tatau la apa kemendenye. Aku wat bodo jer, tido lagi masyiuk.... aku dengo gak sore Bob. Apa la Bob nie buat kat Chuwen. Ntah² aksi² si Chuwen nie dirakam. Tuh yang dier terpekik-pekik kot. Arghhh...lantak la. Dierorang dah beso, sendiri settle la. Nak tido pun takbole, pepagi buta dah memekak bebudak nie. Seb baek aku tak bawak rotan, kalo aku bawak rotan aku, sah ader yg kena rotan pasal bebising. Dekat kol 10pg gitu baru aku bangun. Aku kuar bilik, aku tgk dierorang dah lepak kat ruang tamu. Sumer dah siap mandi, siap bekpes. Aku gegosok mata cam biasa ler.... pi dapor bancuh nescepe segera. Sumernye ala segera la, duduk kat sofa, carik okok. Sesembang jap ngan dierorang nie. Sekali si Chuwen pi gegar musyuk aku laks. Dilompat-lompatnya kat atas katil. WoooooOOoO... aku wisau je, kang patah riuk laks musyuk aku tuh. Musyuk aku pun cam aku gak, dier wat bodo je... dier bantai tido. Aku rasa musyuk aku nie kalo dah tido, kot bom meletop pun dier tak sedar (aku penah tgk dier tido...dari petang sampai la ke tgh malam, tak sedar diri, cam batang kayu.. takder la cam kayu sangat....pasal dier tawaf satu katil, tido ganas gak ler...). Aku capai towel, ambek beg toileteries, masuk bilik air, kekununnya nak berak la cam biasa. Rutin la, pepagi pas menom nescepe, kena berak. Tapi....... apersal laks takder rasa nak berak?? SejOk kot ek?? Aku pun teros nak mandi la. Aku pegang pintu yg nak masuk ke tmpt shower, alamak...apersal tercabut nie??? Aku TAK BERSALAH~!!!! Aku baru je pegang pintu tuh pun, nie konpom Elboone ngan Chuwen nye keje nie. Sampai nak roboh pintu tuh korang kejekan ek?? Aku pun tolak la pintu tuh slow², kang roboh teros laks, payah, takkan nak membayo ganti rugi, pintu pun buruk jer, dah berkarat pun. Aku cecepat mandi, walaupun air panas, panas lagi la hot shower umah aku, siap ader bathtub. Nie aku rasa air dier kejap panas, kejap sejOk. Tak reti laks aku nak meng-ejas menatang nie. Aku dongak kat atas, ader tangki air beso. Haipp...nie kalo tangki nie jatuh hempap aku, mau dah mati katak aku dalam bilik air sempit nie kang. Aku mandi lagi cecepat, sabun cepat²....dah siap mandi...aku pun larik masuk ke bilik. Aku sapu losyen, dari atas sampai bawah, sapu bedak, pakai baju sumer lengkap. Aku pun lepak la balek kat ruang tamu. Musyuk aku bangun.... ntah mende dier bebel² kat Chuwen. Nie pasal Chuwen lelompat atas katil tadi la. Dier bebel² cam mak nenek, bebangun tido je bebel. Pot Pet Pot Pet. Aku suruh dier pi mandi sebab nak check out kol 12. Dier pi mandi sesiapkan diri. Aze & Ezna laks nak pi kejot Tuna. Aku, musyuk, Chuwen & Elboone kekemas barang. Jap lagi Tuna naek kete datang jempot kiterorang kat lobby apartment.
Aku call Oron, wahhhhh....dier ngan Joi dah ader kat outdoor theme park la. Sedang bersuka ria berdua. Semalam aku tgk Oron punye la tenat. Nie dier dah terlompat-lompat laks kat Theme Park, siap jadi spiderman.
Tepat kol 12, kiterorang pun check out. Lama juge nak menunggu si Tuna nie. Aku siap la posing kat depan apartment. Elboone pi tanya kete sapu yg ader kat area apartment. Ader ker nak charge sampai RM15 satu kete nak ke First World Hotel?? Jadah mahal giler. Kalo jalan kaki pun sampai, cuma tak larat la nak jalan ngan beg² yg ada. Tunggu gak la Tuna nie. Setengah jam gak la menunggu, akhirnya..kini pasti, kelihatan kelibat wira Tuna. Bebarang disumbatkan ke dalam kete. Tuna pun apa lagi.... wah.... memecut ke First World Hotel. Tak plak dier turunkan kiterorang depan hotel, kiterorang wat rondaan kat dalam parking. Dari tingkat ke tingkat mencarik parking. Cam peronda laks rasa. Ye la.... pusing nye pusing.... putau nye putau, takder gak tmpt kosong. Ader la dekat 15mins mencarik parking baru jumper. Pas parking, kiterorang angkat la beg memasing. Aku ngan Chuwen check-in kat First World. Aze pun patutnye check-in sama, tapi ntah maner menghilang laks minah sekor nie.
Pas check in bilik, rehat kejap. Kiterorang kumpul balik kat kedai mamak. Aku nak bersantap la. Lapo tak hengat nie, pasal aku tak bekpes pun. Pas makan, aku, musyuk aku, Joi & Along pi Haunted House. Uwaaaaa....aku takut. Bukan takut hantu pun, tapi aku takut kalo hantu raba aku. Aku gelik kalo orang reraba aku. Huhuhuhu...along jalan kat depan. Musyuk aku, aku pegang tangan musyuk aku, Joi pastuh ader apek & amoi kat blakang. Ader 6 orang la kiranya sekali masuk Rumah Hantu nie. Memula ok gak la perasaan aku. Biler dah masok pintu utama, alamak, gelapnye. Berbekalkan lampu picit kecik, bukan lampu picit la....tapi menatang tuh bernyala gak. Penat nak menekan kasik idop, kiterorang jalan. Aksi along sebijik cam James Bond la, takpun Jackie Chan, siap geguling, meniarap, tertiarap. Orang depan mmg sentiasa kena bersedia menghadapi halangan yang mendatang. Maner lar tau kot ader hantu yg sergah. Aku laks....terpekik pekik. Uwaaaaaaaa......makkkk....tolong. Takut~!!!! Musyuk aku gelak tak benti. Dier bole gelakkan aku laks. Ader satu part tuh, 2 hantu serang aku sekali. Aku berdiri kat tengah². Hantu² nie nak pegang aku. Waaaaaaaaaaa....musyuuuuk....Aloooongggggg, jangan la gelak. Tolong la..... tooolooonnggggggggg...... Malu gak la, tapi dah nak camner. Memang aku takut. Aku gelikkkk laaaaaaa. Nak nanges pun ader biler tgk along & musyuk gelakkan aku. Hengos bengos tol la dierorang dua nie. Saket ati aku. Ngok Ngek tol la. Huh~! Meluat. Selepas aku abes mengharungi segala dugaan yg ader kat dalam Rumah Hantu tuh dengan adernye along kat depan dan musyuk aku yg kat sebelah. Joi kat blakang, tak berbunyi pun dier. Kehkehkeh~! Jangan dier kejOng udah. Selamat kuar dari Rumah Hantu, kiterorang tgu bebudak laen berkumpul di depan kedai ISSUE. Menyempat laks membuat promosi utk kedai tuh.

Tapi terlupa laks nak bubuh, semalam nye tuh, ader tmpt lumbat kete F1. Aku pun sempat gak ler posing sebelah kete F1. Si Chuwen pun sempat test drive. Tapi asyik terbabas je.

Pas penat dari rumah hantu, kiterorang plan, memasing balik bilik utk berehat jap. Jumper lagi pada 6.30ptg. Aku apa lagi, balik bantai tido la. Lagipun ader sket kurang sehat la. Aku tido nye tido...sekali terbabas sampai ke kol 7 la. Miakakakka...mampos. Along dah sms berkali kali.
Aku mandi, sesiap, dierorang sumer dah tgu kat Merry Brown. Dierorang dah penat makan masakan mamak la, tukar selera skali sekala. Diberitahu laks Joi & Oron dah balek KL. Huh.. nie lagi manusia yg tak reti nak bilang orang kata nak balek. Nanti balek KL, siap la 2 orang nie. Balek bukannye nak info pun. Tau tau dah balek.


Pas makan, Along kata nak pi Safari Club. Aku ngan musyuk aku pakai serabai je. Terpaksa la selepas makan, aku naek ke bilik, tukar pakaian. Takkan nak pakai selipar. Along, Ezna, Aku, Musyuk, Chuwen & Elboone jer yg masuk Safari Club. Aze saket perot, ingin merehatkan diri ditemani Tuna & Bob. Adegan menarek byk gak dalam Safari Club tuh. Ader sorang apek maner ntah, fuhhh..dier layan fengtau la. Nari sesorang kat dance floor. Aku laks sampai cramp perot doq gelak. Kiterorang nari gitu² je, memanaskan badan. Takut terbeku. Dah sampai akhir² saat, tetiber laks, Elboone jadi ligat. Aku terpelik jap. Mamat nie mabuk coke ke aper. Aku gelak lagi. Makin kejOng perot aku. Ya Tuhan...tolong.... aper kena ngan mamat nie...?? Siap nyanyi sekali laks ikot lagu cina nie. Atoi atoi..... Along duduk jer tgk. Dari tadi dier tukang jaga beg, jaga rokok, jaga sweater. Dier pun ajak lar kiteorang balek. Ye la....mesti penat joget² nie. Apa lagiii.......... Balek tido laaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

Aksi Elboone yang berjaya dirakam oleh Paparazi di dalam Safari Club

Nantikan sambongan utk hari terakhir...... part 4....